3 hours filling out a volunteer application for the safe place and rape crisis center.

the questions that roadblocked me:

1. How do you react in a crisis?

2. Your feelings about rape?

3. Your feelings about domestic violence?

three things

1. it's possible that nothing could have prepared me.

2. it's possible that i could have belly flopped into it anyway and it would have been beautiful.

3. saving face hurts a lot more than it helps.